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Smoking is just an invitation to death. But I’d appreciate it if you wouldn’t invite me.

Thanks, but no thanks.

I want to get lost in the depths of the ocean and never surface. To be absorbed into the black abyss. 

I want to be kidnapped and dumped on an abandoned island and never leave. Just be completely isolated from civilization. I want to crawl into fetal position. Abolish any thoughts, emotions, feelings, anything and everything. Let my heavy eyelids conform to gravity and never wake. Then wait for time to perish of my existence. 

There is nothing, absolutely nothing, in this universe that can fully capture and describe how I feel right now. I want endless sleep. That is all.

I want to do research and internships not because i want to show off how smart I am or prove how intelligent I am. I want to do it because I have a passion in the subject and I want to make a difference and help others.

I feel like I’m running an extra long marathon or triathlon. I wish he would give me more checkpoints so I know what’s going on between us.

❝ A day spent with you is my favorite day. So today is my new favorite day.

— Winnie the Pooh

❝ Sometimes the smallest things take the most room in your heart.

— Winnie the Pooh

How am I supposed to start a new academic year happily when I end my most emotional summer in my life? 

The most unexpected happened all in one summer. My goodness, life is really shoving my face into the ground.

A heavy heart never loses its weight.

Holy molyz…haven’t posted my own text posts in a long time…feels good to let it out…a little…

but there are way too many people who follow me whom I know in real life…

Second time. This is the second time I’ve felt so…blank, clueless, lost…almost abandoned. I’m sorry if I am at a lost of words but I honestly do not know how to respond, let alone how to feel at that moment.

But I want you to know, no matter what the outcome will be, I support you. I will understand. And inevitably accept. I will be okay. Maybe not now, not this moment. Not even tonight. But I will be alright.

You have no idea how difficult it is to have parents who do not understand the English language, cannot comprehend advanced technology, and are not willing to open up to new culture. 

I missed my babyyyyy <3
I have 3 homes…

I just realized……I have home #1: my real home in Fresno, home #2: Segundo North Alder dorms at UC Davis, and home #3: aunt’s and cousin’s houses in Merced. 

So many places to call home lol. I like calling my dorms “home”. :)

(Source: michmichh)